December 26, 2005

LIFE

What is life? This very question has been streaming through my head like a comet on its cyclic visitation.

Now, here I sit, being in my music and all will try to make sense of it.

It is a span of moment when I will walk on this Earth.

It is when you wake up from a slumber sleep, feeling fresh and ready to take on the day.

It is when you sit and wander off, in you thoughts while your friends are busy chatting away.

It is the moment that you realise that you can make your mum cry because she is also human.

It is the moment when you are nodding your head to a lie you've been hiding all your life.

It is the moment when you finished playing one of the most difficult music pieces in an empty home.

It is when you slammed down the phone on your father and walked to the highway wanting to kill yourself.

It is when your uncle picks you up from the highway and asks you what's wrong.

It is the moment you start to think about your future and where it will lead you.

It is when you fall in love.

I have been living my life, in all parts except the last one. I am beginning to wonder is I will ever find my true love, or the fact if it even exists.

Where are you?