DAYS OF RECKONING

The past one week has been long. Thoughts that were locked up and supressed had surfaced. Things that I've done in the past came back with questions, none that I have answers to yet. It's been a slow process of collecting them and putting them into envelopes, to be sent right back where they came from.

Hopefully, the next 3 days in Pulau Pinang will give me some space to go through them all. The island has always been good to me. I had my best time there. The 'laid-backness' of the pace of life there.

I pray for a breakthrough.

REST

My chest is at it again... pain. Not sharp but an uneasy heaviness upon my heart. Rested a full day yesterday after a few episodes of recthing and nausea. I think i ate something wrong.

Today, the first day after leaves me much in daze and fuzzy. Thinking about life and what's it all about. Finally, decided just to live it. Much needs to be done...